I never tell people my big problems because i hate to be a bother. I always feel fucking lost, I hate how jealous I can get and I just wish I was good at something. My parents think it’s easy being a teenager. They think I have nothing to worry about and that I should stop complaining. Well being at this age is hard, very hard. They say I’m young and that I should be glad I’m not a starving African child. I’m glad I’m not but it doesn’t mean I don’t have problems of my own. My grades are never good enough, even though I work so hard. There are always life lessons on how I could do better and that I’m so lazy with work. Well they’re wrong. It would just be nice for them to feel proud of me for once. I can’t do shit about anything because I’m just a kid. I know there are people who have it so much more worse than me but this is just how I feel. Fucking rant over.
